Lost
Lost is all I will be
You are all I will be
Wasted, broken
Promise, silent
Lies








Control
So much of me is you I don't know just who I am
Now I just can't believe in myself or in anything
And this is what you take from me x 4
I gave you my soul I gave you control of me
Now I just can't believe in myself or anything
And this is what you take from me x 4
Can't you just believe "you are my everything"
And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me





Nothing

Some nights I feel like I have died
Or something deep inside is dying
I try to understand my crimes
But there's nothing here that really matters
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want it, I don't need it x 3
I don't want it, but I can't stop myself
Now endless questions fill my head
Some nights I'm frightened by the answers
No you can't hurt me, nothing's real
No pain you cause can last forever
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want it, I don't need it x 3
I don't want it, but I can't stop myself
One night I swore I'd die for you
there's nothing else I'd rather die for
But I'll try to live another night
There's too much hate to be forgotten
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want it, I don't need it x 6
I don't want it, but I can't stop myself







ACF
You are all I am, you are all I ever want to be
I think of you
A solitary cry echoes though my throat and through my mind
I think of you
I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again
For hours I'll just stare at my ceiling at nothing at all
And think of you
The candlelight through bells make shadows just like roses in my mind
And I think of you
I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again
Could this last forever?
Or will I die?
Could this last forever?
Or will I die?
Just can I die?
Maybe I should try to take a bath and drink a little wine
And think of you
But probably I lie naked on the floor by candlelight
And I'll think of you
I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again
I think I woke up screaming
screaming again x 2
 





Lies

Your soul, a pit of stone
The depths I wish I could have known
Dangerous, black and full of spite
Thoughts of you fill my night
But now we lay naked on the floor
I'm lost, I'm drowning in you soul
I was searching for some answer in your eyes
I find malicious laughter and a love that has died

You are haunting my reality
your lies are the only truth that I believe
You are haunting my reality
Now everytime I think about you I die

Hatred runs through me marrow deep
I long to tear your eyes out in your sleep
This passion can lead to evil crimes
Do I kill or do I choose to die?
Acid burn etched through my brain
Someone dies before I go insane
I was searching for some answer in your eyes
I find malicious laughter and a love that has died

chorus

Lies
Soon now you'll be gone
I wish to God I could've known
I love you, I hate you every night
This longing for you soul has got me scared
But now we lay naked on the floor
I'm lost, I'm drowning in your soul
I was searching for some answer in your eyes
I find malicious laughter and lies fucking lies

chorus x 2







Ungod
You don't understand this, I think you never did
Silently I search for a reason to exist
I've found a way to feel you, I feel so fucking old
You're burning up inside me, but I feel so fucking cold

You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me
You have finally freed yourself
You are flowing 'cross my pale skin
You are running down my arm
You are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm
I have finally made you warm

You stare at me so silent, you stare at me so cold
I think you stare right through me, that stare has made me old
I've found a way to feel you, I feel so fucking old
You're burning up inside me, I feel so fucking cold

chorus

Take this...as an offering
Take this...as a sign
Take this...as an offering
How much can you take from?
How much can you take from me?

I sink into this darkness, I sink into this cold
This emptiness is calling, I've nothing left to lose
I've found a way to kill you, I feel do fucking cold
You're burning up inside me, I feel so fucking old

chorus

Take this...as an offering
Take this...as a sign
Take this...as an offering
How much can you take from?
How much can you take from me?







Throw
The night is cold as I roam these streets
The air is thick with hints of coming rain
Your face flashes through my head, I swallow pain
So this is how it feels to be betrayed

This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me
This is what it looks like
this is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like when
You throw this all away - silent
You throw this all away - laughing
You throw this all away
You throw this all away

The lake is rough as I sit quietly
Remembering how our life used to be
An angry vacant silence fills my head
Now all the empty promises are dead

chorus

The night is old, the sky a shade of grey
The tears roll off my face, die in the rain
An angry vacant silence fills my head
Now all the empty promises are dead

chorus







Violent Mood Swings
You've left me with nothing left but questions
You left me here not knowing who I am
You've left me so much fucking time to hate you
You left me with no choice but to die
Violent mood swings
Your voice whispers nearly all the time now
Reminding me just how worthless I am
Sometimes I just hear you laugh forever
I want you the fuck out of my head
Violent mood swings
You're inside my pain inside my sorrow
I'd die for one last moment inside you
I miss you so fucking bad I am you
So whose God will fucking save me now
Violent mood swings






Red on White
Now I'm so tired, so so tired of working this out
Going to give myself up, up to the truth of what this is, of what I am
Take from me all of my blood, take from me all of my head
This is the best thing I can do, why is it me instead of you
I come down
Now this is real, I can't go back
Caught up with everything here tonight
Going to fuck myself up
Going to throw myself away
Going to give this to you
Give you what I've become
First red on white then red on red
I left my soul back in my bed
This is the best thing I can do
Why is it me instead of you
I come down






Can't Happen Here
Late last night I tripped in violent shades of green
A thousand voiceless faces were chasing me
I ran through the air as think as glue
From a thousand fucking faces that all look like you
Through night as black as hate my spirit fled
Through branches filled with thorns my eyes bled and bled
How could I ever hope to win this race
When every time I close my eyes I see your face
It just can't happen here (repeat)







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