Lost Lost is all I will be You are all I will be Wasted, broken Promise, silent Lies Control So much of me is you I don't know just who I am Now I just can't believe in myself or in anything And this is what you take from me x 4 I gave you my soul I gave you control of me Now I just can't believe in myself or anything And this is what you take from me x 4 Can't you just believe "you are my everything" And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me Nothing Some nights I feel like I have died Or something deep inside is dying I try to understand my crimes But there's nothing here that really matters I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, I don't need it x 3 I don't want it, but I can't stop myself Now endless questions fill my head Some nights I'm frightened by the answers No you can't hurt me, nothing's real No pain you cause can last forever I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, I don't need it x 3 I don't want it, but I can't stop myself One night I swore I'd die for you there's nothing else I'd rather die for But I'll try to live another night There's too much hate to be forgotten I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, I don't need it x 6 I don't want it, but I can't stop myself ACF You are all I am, you are all I ever want to be I think of you A solitary cry echoes though my throat and through my mind I think of you I think I woke up screaming I had a dream that you still loved me I think I woke up screaming I think I woke up screaming again For hours I'll just stare at my ceiling at nothing at all And think of you The candlelight through bells make shadows just like roses in my mind And I think of you I think I woke up screaming I had a dream that you still loved me I think I woke up screaming I think I woke up screaming again Could this last forever? Or will I die? Could this last forever? Or will I die? Just can I die? Maybe I should try to take a bath and drink a little wine And think of you But probably I lie naked on the floor by candlelight And I'll think of you I think I woke up screaming I had a dream that you still loved me I think I woke up screaming I think I woke up screaming again I think I woke up screaming screaming again x 2 Lies Your soul, a pit of stone The depths I wish I could have known Dangerous, black and full of spite Thoughts of you fill my night But now we lay naked on the floor I'm lost, I'm drowning in you soul I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and a love that has died You are haunting my reality your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die Hatred runs through me marrow deep I long to tear your eyes out in your sleep This passion can lead to evil crimes Do I kill or do I choose to die? Acid burn etched through my brain Someone dies before I go insane I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and a love that has died chorus Lies Soon now you'll be gone I wish to God I could've known I love you, I hate you every night This longing for you soul has got me scared But now we lay naked on the floor I'm lost, I'm drowning in your soul I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and lies fucking lies chorus x 2 Ungod You don't understand this, I think you never did Silently I search for a reason to exist I've found a way to feel you, I feel so fucking old You're burning up inside me, but I feel so fucking cold You are clutched tight in my fingers You caress my skin so light You are welling up inside me You have finally freed yourself You are flowing 'cross my pale skin You are running down my arm You are salty as I taste you I have finally made you warm I have finally made you warm You stare at me so silent, you stare at me so cold I think you stare right through me, that stare has made me old I've found a way to feel you, I feel so fucking old You're burning up inside me, I feel so fucking cold chorus Take this...as an offering Take this...as a sign Take this...as an offering How much can you take from? How much can you take from me? I sink into this darkness, I sink into this cold This emptiness is calling, I've nothing left to lose I've found a way to kill you, I feel do fucking cold You're burning up inside me, I feel so fucking old chorus Take this...as an offering Take this...as a sign Take this...as an offering How much can you take from? How much can you take from me? Throw The night is cold as I roam these streets The air is thick with hints of coming rain Your face flashes through my head, I swallow pain So this is how it feels to be betrayed This is what it looks like This is what it feels like This is what it tastes like This is what you've done to me This is what it looks like this is what it feels like This is what it tastes like when You throw this all away - silent You throw this all away - laughing You throw this all away You throw this all away The lake is rough as I sit quietly Remembering how our life used to be An angry vacant silence fills my head Now all the empty promises are dead chorus The night is old, the sky a shade of grey The tears roll off my face, die in the rain An angry vacant silence fills my head Now all the empty promises are dead chorus Violent Mood Swings You've left me with nothing left but questions You left me here not knowing who I am You've left me so much fucking time to hate you You left me with no choice but to die Violent mood swings Your voice whispers nearly all the time now Reminding me just how worthless I am Sometimes I just hear you laugh forever I want you the fuck out of my head Violent mood swings You're inside my pain inside my sorrow I'd die for one last moment inside you I miss you so fucking bad I am you So whose God will fucking save me now Violent mood swings Red on White Now I'm so tired, so so tired of working this out Going to give myself up, up to the truth of what this is, of what I am Take from me all of my blood, take from me all of my head This is the best thing I can do, why is it me instead of you I come down Now this is real, I can't go back Caught up with everything here tonight Going to fuck myself up Going to throw myself away Going to give this to you Give you what I've become First red on white then red on red I left my soul back in my bed This is the best thing I can do Why is it me instead of you I come down Can't Happen Here Late last night I tripped in violent shades of green A thousand voiceless faces were chasing me I ran through the air as think as glue From a thousand fucking faces that all look like you Through night as black as hate my spirit fled Through branches filled with thorns my eyes bled and bled How could I ever hope to win this race When every time I close my eyes I see your face It just can't happen here (repeat) Back